Emotional weather

[sesquipedality]

It's back again - everything seems grey and pointless, and I have no desire to do anything. I'm clinging on better than I usually do - housework is still getting done, but work on the project and on sorting my life out a bit has more or less stopped. I wish I knew why I so often felt like this - why it's so difficult for me to gain enjoyment out of life. I'm just fed up with clinging on like this, crippled and unable to accomplish anything.